I had some confused thoughts while reading The Loose Ends List. I wholly loved the idea of this book but the tone of the story in the first half didn't exactly suggest I take the issues at hand seriously. However, the second half of the book hit me hard and had me bawling. My eyes were leaking on its own (literally).
The Loose Ends List made me laugh which was unexpected (with that synopsis). The jokes were funny but some came off as insensitive and sometimes even offensive. The sarcastic nature made me a little uncomfortable but I kind of get that that's reality. It's honest in a way that we know these people exist and people do think along those lines so why try to pass it off as anything but what it is?
From the first moment I met Maddie I was surprised. She wasn't what I expected for sure. Maddie is rich and with that you get these cliché thoughts of hers that were rude and snobby. I wasn't a fan of hers until I saw how much she loved her family. The story showed me she was capable of caring for others and that redeemed her in my eyes. Some of her thoughts and actions made her kind and endearing. Her romance with Enzo was adorable but also bittersweet. He is totally her Bob Johns!
I very much loved the relationships depicted between the characters especially with Maddie's family. It was the strongest thing going in this book for me. Maddie was very close with her family (with the exception of a few for good reasons). Each had their share of flaws and problems but nothing too severe that couldn't be worked through. Then there are the Wishwellians who have become such a tight-knit group through their journey on the waters together. The joy, the grief and the sorrow will forever tie them to each other.
With the last third of this book my emotions were switched on high. What Maddie had with her grandma was so special. I loved every moment of their time together. On a personal note, I'm close with both my grandparents. It was devastating when I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to my grandfather. I would do anything to have had that chance (just a little bit more time with him) so I wouldn't hesitate if this chance came into my life.
Even though some of the characters and the tone of this book bothered me at first, The Loose Ends List won me over by the end. I cannot emphasize enough how much I wish the premise of this book was real. I would make the most of the opportunity and always treasure the sweet sorrow.
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The Loose Ends List Paperback – May 9 2017
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Carrie Firestone
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A refreshing, funny, and moving debut novel about first loves, last wishes, and letting go.
Seventeen-year-old Maddie O'Neill Levine lives a charmed life, and is primed to spend the perfect pre-college summer with her best friends and young-at-heart socialite grandmother (also Maddie's closest confidante), tying up high school loose ends. Maddie's plans change the instant Gram announces that she is terminally ill and has booked the family on a secret "death with dignity" cruise ship so that she can leave the world in her own unconventional way - and give the O'Neill clan an unforgettable summer of dreams-come-true in the process.
Soon, Maddie is on the trip of a lifetime with her over-the-top family. As they travel the globe, Maddie bonds with other passengers and falls for Enzo, who is processing his own grief. But despite the laughter, headiness of first love, and excitement of glamorous destinations, Maddie knows she is on the brink of losing Gram. She struggles to find the strength to say good-bye in a whirlwind summer shaped by love, loss, and the power of forgiveness.
Seventeen-year-old Maddie O'Neill Levine lives a charmed life, and is primed to spend the perfect pre-college summer with her best friends and young-at-heart socialite grandmother (also Maddie's closest confidante), tying up high school loose ends. Maddie's plans change the instant Gram announces that she is terminally ill and has booked the family on a secret "death with dignity" cruise ship so that she can leave the world in her own unconventional way - and give the O'Neill clan an unforgettable summer of dreams-come-true in the process.
Soon, Maddie is on the trip of a lifetime with her over-the-top family. As they travel the globe, Maddie bonds with other passengers and falls for Enzo, who is processing his own grief. But despite the laughter, headiness of first love, and excitement of glamorous destinations, Maddie knows she is on the brink of losing Gram. She struggles to find the strength to say good-bye in a whirlwind summer shaped by love, loss, and the power of forgiveness.
- Print length368 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherLittle, Brown Books for Young Readers
- Publication dateMay 9 2017
- Grade level9 and up
- Reading age14 years and up
- Dimensions13.97 x 2.22 x 20.96 cm
- ISBN-100316382833
- ISBN-13978-0316382830
- Lexile measureHL680L
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* "Maddie's first-person account is filled with humor and fun, introducing readers to a raunchy, heartwarming, and endearingly dysfunctional family. Best of all is the achingly romantic love story that unexpectedly blossoms between Maddie and a fellow shipmate and lends the story much-appreciated moments of passion and levity. A poignant and important story about compassion, love, and the decision to live life on your own terms--right up to the very last minute."―Kirkus Reviews
Filled with equal amounts of laugh- and tear-inducing moments, this debut novel will be impossible to put down. Fans of Jenny Downham's Before I Die or Jonathan Tropper's This Is Where I Leave You will enjoy this unique story about dying on one's own terms. With its fresh, original plot and thought-provoking themes, this title will have a high teen appeal.
―School Library Journal
"A bright, promising debut that will resonate."―Booklist
"A sweet story of a young girl growing and learning about the depths that exist in everyone...Maddie is an accessible and relatable character."―VOYA
Filled with equal amounts of laugh- and tear-inducing moments, this debut novel will be impossible to put down. Fans of Jenny Downham's Before I Die or Jonathan Tropper's This Is Where I Leave You will enjoy this unique story about dying on one's own terms. With its fresh, original plot and thought-provoking themes, this title will have a high teen appeal.
―School Library Journal
"A bright, promising debut that will resonate."―Booklist
"A sweet story of a young girl growing and learning about the depths that exist in everyone...Maddie is an accessible and relatable character."―VOYA
About the Author
Carrie Firestone is the author of The Loose Ends List and The Unlikelies. A former NYC high school teacher, she currently lives in Connecticut with her husband, two daughters, and their pets.
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- Publisher : Little, Brown Books for Young Readers; Reprint edition (May 9 2017)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 368 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0316382833
- ISBN-13 : 978-0316382830
- Item weight : 272 g
- Dimensions : 13.97 x 2.22 x 20.96 cm
- Best Sellers Rank: #721,082 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #503 in Fiction About Death & Dying for Young Adults
- #5,616 in Romance for Young Adults
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Reviewed in Canada 🇨🇦 on June 10, 2016
Reviewed in Canada 🇨🇦 on August 27, 2016
*3.5 star rating*
Cover designs these days are actually pure gold. I'm no artist, but I am absolutely in love with everything that has do with books and art put together. Honestly, with all of the amazing aesthetics out there these days, who would not want to read this gorgeous book with THAT COVER? No one would not want to read this, most likely. I must say that Carrie Firestone's debut is no way as beautiful as the cover is. I feel tricked, but I guess that's what happens when one judges a book by its cover. At the same time, I would label The Loose Ends List as a bronze-medalled story instead of the gold that its cover promises. This is an interesting take on bucket lists, except it's not really about death pertaining to the protagonist, but to her grandmother. Firestone shows so much creativity in this story, but it surely didn't end up a five star read. I love the originality, setting, and the many themes that come out of the story, especially in the sad ending that definitely sparked some tears in some readers.
The Loose Ends List is narrated by a snobby, rich girl who keeps expecting more than she already has. She is so unoriginal that I just expected her to not be the designated driver and to drink all of her worries away. That would be your typical contemporary teenage romance. Thankfully, the partying thing was out of question, but Maddie seemed to complain about everything else. Especially the traveling aspect of the Wishwell, the cruise ship that she and her family were exploring the world on. I would do just about anything to attend the Wishwell and travel to exotic places like Rio, Venice, Rome and the imaginary Wishwell Island on, but Maddie seemed like she dreaded all of the traveling part, but just kept looking for opportunities to hook up with her "love at first sight" interest, Enzo, who she basically sees on the first day of her trip.
I think I need to stop ranting about Maddie as a whole or else I would probably end up rating this a little lower than I initially had. 3.5 stars suits this book because other than the fact that I thought that Maddie was a complete brat for most of the novel (besides the parts where she got intimate with her grandmother and family), everything else was swell. I enjoyed reading about the Wishwell itself and the concept of it, although that even sounded so absurd that I don't think anyone would take the cruise's goal into consideration and make it real in reality. Wondering what the absurdity is? The Wishwell is basically a death trip. People who are dying with terminal illnesses go on this cruise with their families, and after exploring the world and going to different destinations, they decide that it's time to let go, if you know what I mean in a casual way.
"I watch her lips move and wonder what the cancer looks like inside her. It is a dream. I will wake up and she will be fine" (24).
And that's basically what happened with Maddie's grandmother. As mentioned above, their family is filthy rich, living lives in New York City and Connecticut, and one day, out of the blue, Maddie's Gram announces that she has pancreatic cancer. There is mixed reactions, including some hysterical bawling, some straight faces, some passing out, but everyone has the same thoughts: what will they do without Gram? She decides that the whole family will go on the Wishwell and enjoy her last moments with her. In the midst of it, Maddie falls in love with Enzo... obviously.
I adored Enzo and Maddie together. It seemed that when they had their scenes together, Enzo completed her and made her a better person than readers initially knew her as—see my snob rant above. And I also loved the reason why he was on the Wishwell and how that all mixed in with Maddie's family and other close friends who they meet on the ship. The best thing? The huge group of family members and people that the O'Neill/Levines got to hang out with on the ship. Firestone rapidly introduces all of the family members to us within the first few chapters, and then a huge group of people who they will hang out with on the ship afterwards. I kind of began singing "We Are Family" by the end because I felt so physically attached to them. Heheh.
The Loose Ends List was honestly so easy to read. Firestone is such a casual writer, but a smart one at the same time. She created a story that just screams "teenagers" and "grief" and all of those themes/motifs that would make you sob. I didn't sob, because I guess I was just strong the day I read this, but it seemed right if one ended up bawling on the pages. IT'S SO SAD. Maddie had to let go of some people who were very dear in her heart, but I felt the same way in the end. See above: physical attachment. (I also was very attached to Enzo, but that's a different story. *giggles like a little girl*)
The Loose Ends List is seriously a lovely summer read. I brought it with me when I went on vacation, but sadly never got to it, though began it right after and it carried that mood that makes me just want to hop on a cruise and travel the world, once again. It has a definite catchy synopsis and concept that has never been written about before, and I am very curious to see what else Firestone has in mind (she is such a creative author) with her future stories. I would certainly read them all, if they stay contemporary-romance. I don't even want to imagine what absurdity she would create with fantasy.
*A review copy was provided by the publisher in exchange for a honest review. Thank you so much!*
Cover designs these days are actually pure gold. I'm no artist, but I am absolutely in love with everything that has do with books and art put together. Honestly, with all of the amazing aesthetics out there these days, who would not want to read this gorgeous book with THAT COVER? No one would not want to read this, most likely. I must say that Carrie Firestone's debut is no way as beautiful as the cover is. I feel tricked, but I guess that's what happens when one judges a book by its cover. At the same time, I would label The Loose Ends List as a bronze-medalled story instead of the gold that its cover promises. This is an interesting take on bucket lists, except it's not really about death pertaining to the protagonist, but to her grandmother. Firestone shows so much creativity in this story, but it surely didn't end up a five star read. I love the originality, setting, and the many themes that come out of the story, especially in the sad ending that definitely sparked some tears in some readers.
The Loose Ends List is narrated by a snobby, rich girl who keeps expecting more than she already has. She is so unoriginal that I just expected her to not be the designated driver and to drink all of her worries away. That would be your typical contemporary teenage romance. Thankfully, the partying thing was out of question, but Maddie seemed to complain about everything else. Especially the traveling aspect of the Wishwell, the cruise ship that she and her family were exploring the world on. I would do just about anything to attend the Wishwell and travel to exotic places like Rio, Venice, Rome and the imaginary Wishwell Island on, but Maddie seemed like she dreaded all of the traveling part, but just kept looking for opportunities to hook up with her "love at first sight" interest, Enzo, who she basically sees on the first day of her trip.
I think I need to stop ranting about Maddie as a whole or else I would probably end up rating this a little lower than I initially had. 3.5 stars suits this book because other than the fact that I thought that Maddie was a complete brat for most of the novel (besides the parts where she got intimate with her grandmother and family), everything else was swell. I enjoyed reading about the Wishwell itself and the concept of it, although that even sounded so absurd that I don't think anyone would take the cruise's goal into consideration and make it real in reality. Wondering what the absurdity is? The Wishwell is basically a death trip. People who are dying with terminal illnesses go on this cruise with their families, and after exploring the world and going to different destinations, they decide that it's time to let go, if you know what I mean in a casual way.
"I watch her lips move and wonder what the cancer looks like inside her. It is a dream. I will wake up and she will be fine" (24).
And that's basically what happened with Maddie's grandmother. As mentioned above, their family is filthy rich, living lives in New York City and Connecticut, and one day, out of the blue, Maddie's Gram announces that she has pancreatic cancer. There is mixed reactions, including some hysterical bawling, some straight faces, some passing out, but everyone has the same thoughts: what will they do without Gram? She decides that the whole family will go on the Wishwell and enjoy her last moments with her. In the midst of it, Maddie falls in love with Enzo... obviously.
I adored Enzo and Maddie together. It seemed that when they had their scenes together, Enzo completed her and made her a better person than readers initially knew her as—see my snob rant above. And I also loved the reason why he was on the Wishwell and how that all mixed in with Maddie's family and other close friends who they meet on the ship. The best thing? The huge group of family members and people that the O'Neill/Levines got to hang out with on the ship. Firestone rapidly introduces all of the family members to us within the first few chapters, and then a huge group of people who they will hang out with on the ship afterwards. I kind of began singing "We Are Family" by the end because I felt so physically attached to them. Heheh.
The Loose Ends List was honestly so easy to read. Firestone is such a casual writer, but a smart one at the same time. She created a story that just screams "teenagers" and "grief" and all of those themes/motifs that would make you sob. I didn't sob, because I guess I was just strong the day I read this, but it seemed right if one ended up bawling on the pages. IT'S SO SAD. Maddie had to let go of some people who were very dear in her heart, but I felt the same way in the end. See above: physical attachment. (I also was very attached to Enzo, but that's a different story. *giggles like a little girl*)
The Loose Ends List is seriously a lovely summer read. I brought it with me when I went on vacation, but sadly never got to it, though began it right after and it carried that mood that makes me just want to hop on a cruise and travel the world, once again. It has a definite catchy synopsis and concept that has never been written about before, and I am very curious to see what else Firestone has in mind (she is such a creative author) with her future stories. I would certainly read them all, if they stay contemporary-romance. I don't even want to imagine what absurdity she would create with fantasy.
*A review copy was provided by the publisher in exchange for a honest review. Thank you so much!*
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amazoncustomer2981
5.0 out of 5 stars
A lovely book.
Reviewed in the United Kingdom 🇬🇧 on December 2, 2016Verified Purchase
Such a great read - I couldn't put it down! There are moments to make you laugh and cry (but mostly laugh) and the whole idea is just so fun and thought-provoking. Would definitely recommend to any teenager or young adult.

deeno
5.0 out of 5 stars
The loose ends list - Carrie Firestone
Reviewed in Italy 🇮🇹 on December 19, 2016Verified Purchase
Il libro mi è piaciuto moltissimo, la storia ti prendeva e ti ci faceva immedesimare nei personaggi.
Lo consiglio vivamente
Lo consiglio vivamente

D. Elliott
2.0 out of 5 stars
Wants and Wishes
Reviewed in the United Kingdom 🇬🇧 on May 17, 2020
The main protagonist is teenager Maddie who at the start of ‘The Loose Ends List’ is attempting with her girlie friends to tie up outstanding wants and wishes before going off to college. Before any real action by Maddie the story shifts to Maddie’s grandmother’s wants and wishes with her announcement that she is dying and has organised a luxury world cruise for the family as her last fling. Perhaps this situation could provide the ingredients for an emotional and moving family drama with insights to those with wants and wishes embracing dying with dignity. However from my point of view author Carrie Firestone undermines any such objectives as her embarrassingly flippant attempts to inject humour repeatedly rely on vulgarity and anti-social behaviour.
The plot could have made a good travelogue, but even a world cruise with visits to Brazil, Iceland, Rome, Venice, Taiwan etc. falls short, with evocative locations coming behind what is sleazy and borders on pornography. Maddie mixes love with lust, and there are numerous characters displaying boorish forms of behaviour. These include the grandmother with her shameless and inappropriate conduct, a slut of a cousin, obsessive parents etc. The grandmother is extremely well off in financial terms and this reflects in hedonistic relationships that detract from exploration of sadness and grief. ‘The Loose Ends List’ could have been informative and helpful in considering the pros and cons of euthanasia, but I cannot accept this as befitting its intended YA readership. It is lightweight adult book that is hardly average – hence 2-star rating.
The plot could have made a good travelogue, but even a world cruise with visits to Brazil, Iceland, Rome, Venice, Taiwan etc. falls short, with evocative locations coming behind what is sleazy and borders on pornography. Maddie mixes love with lust, and there are numerous characters displaying boorish forms of behaviour. These include the grandmother with her shameless and inappropriate conduct, a slut of a cousin, obsessive parents etc. The grandmother is extremely well off in financial terms and this reflects in hedonistic relationships that detract from exploration of sadness and grief. ‘The Loose Ends List’ could have been informative and helpful in considering the pros and cons of euthanasia, but I cannot accept this as befitting its intended YA readership. It is lightweight adult book that is hardly average – hence 2-star rating.

Wizhi
4.0 out of 5 stars
Well written but a bit too superficial
Reviewed in the United Kingdom 🇬🇧 on June 28, 2020
I found this book to be a real mixed bag. The concept is really strong, the main character (Maddie) grandmother is dying and she brings the family on a round the world cruise that is specifically for others that are dying too. This might seem a little morbid but thats the only heavy thing about the book, everything from how it is written to the array of crazy characters is fluffy and lightweight, with lots of subplots that feel somewhat crass and inappropriate at times. There is such a big focus on sex, which is both good and bad. Maddie's gran is a racey old dame and comes out with some of the more shocking one-liners with regard to sex and relationships. I like that she is not the quintessential old lady but at times I think it is just too crass for the sake of it.
The main character is unlikeable at the best of times. I feel like she has all the worst characteristics of a stereotypical teen with little good bits, so didn't find her particularly rounded or believable.
These things aside, the book is well written and will delight many young readers with its crass humour and superficial sub plots, but it wont be everyone's cup of tea and might feel insulting if you gave this to certain teens. Probably wouldn't recommend this as a gift.
The main character is unlikeable at the best of times. I feel like she has all the worst characteristics of a stereotypical teen with little good bits, so didn't find her particularly rounded or believable.
These things aside, the book is well written and will delight many young readers with its crass humour and superficial sub plots, but it wont be everyone's cup of tea and might feel insulting if you gave this to certain teens. Probably wouldn't recommend this as a gift.